HUH. so here im letting out my depression in online world man im so messed up. Let me tell u about myself im cooper 17 years old got a sister we are 5 years apart ( shes 22 now) . She got enrolled in college at country side so my family had to move from city to a godforsaken rural area by family i mean my mother ,me and my sister ya i know i dont have a dad he died in some acciedent when i was 1 . well the messed up part is im not sure how he died how does he look or when he died its kinda like banned to talk in house . my mom had to raise the two of us all on her own and yea she doesnt have any weallth nor shes that educated to get any decent job . she got 5 siblings who dint even give a fuck about her left her all on her own. Luckily my father had a govt job in my country if any of these situations arise that post or some kinda other job will be given to family member accordingly to her standerds. she got some typewriter job (yea its in early 2000) with very less pay she use to cry Daily in office and the former empolyes under my father took advantage of situation and harrased her. But my stepfather ( its right) was going under same transaction in his life his wife left him along with her kids cause he wasnt making enough money to satisfy her . well eventually both of them met .
PRESENT 2014 : as i was saying we moved to a country side . my father was working abroad (his past family reunited with him) . i was enrolled in boarding school in 2012 hoping i would get into most prestigeous engenering school . well its 2014 and i dint ended up in best college . mom is almost lost. Dad is lost im lost. yea when i say dad i mean he favours us he has secret contact with us and the main reason we moved here is his family was now residing in the same city we did . They caught us 2 times with him in our house asnd secound time his son even slapped my mother . I was broke right then it happened the day before i was going for boarding school . so here im trapped in this village with no friends cause i had lie to them that i was going to some other place in city cause i had a doubt that few my friends are spys . That was the reason we got caught last two times so again here im with no college with no friends and the best part is my sister has a boyfriend and he is a real jerk . she goes out with him secretly and as i told my mother isnt that educated my sister takes it for advantage and spend tons of money for him. she even flunks college and goes for every movie thats new. I FUCKIN HATE MY LIFE DONT HAVE ANY REAL FRIEND ALL MY WORTHLESS FRIENDS ARE GOING TO COLLEGE CAUSE THEY HAVE MONEY. MY SISTER IS OUT OF TRACK SEEMS TO ME THAT IN A YEAR OR TWO SHE MAY CHOOSE HIM OVER US . GOD I WANA DIE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE