Hey everybody, first thing I want to say is thanks for taking the time out of your day to read this.
My name is Chris, I am 16 years old and this is the first time I’ve ever thought about attempting suicide. I feel like I don’t have the balls to do it though. My life has been just horrible the past few years. I just need someone to talk to. Let me tell you my story:
About 10 years ago my sister ran away to get married. I was only 6 years old. My parents, my brother, my cousins, Etc never got to see the wedding. From then on my Fathers Brothers and Sisters hated my mom, because she gave my sister the passport. A few years later my sister comes back for the first time since she got married. My aunt’s and uncles haven’t talked to her since then. This has made a dramatic impact on my life cause now ALL my mom and dad fight about is this.
Recently, I caught my mom talking to a random ass guy on Facebook that she doesn’t even know. She said she wants to run away with him, fuck him, marry him, etc. WHILE she has been married to my dad for 25+ years. This is ridiculous, this all had happened before school started. I currently live with my Dad but me and him aren’t getting along to well as of the past few days. I’ve been depressed. I haven’t seen my mom for 2 months. I don’t know where she is or anything. My dad is a wealthy man which I am thankful for. I just can’t live without a mom. My dad and I have been eating food from outside for the past 2 months because he doesn’t know how to cook very well. Im thinking about commuting suicide but I don’t know a painless way to. Please help me. God bless.
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I’m a lot older than you, and offer you this advice my friend.
Family members count for nothing. Life is what we choose to make it. Family and shit own and rule you life until Ur an adult. And Ur an adult for a very long time.
Peace x
heliumhood is right. Stay in school, get a job, save up money then move away to university when you’re 18 or so. You’ll be an adult in a few years, you can survive without your parents looking after you. If they want to live their own lives they can do so – you’re not a child anymore. As long as you have a roof over your head, food to eat, and all that, you’ll be fine. Try to avoid your dad as much as possible if you’re not getting along well. Go to the library to do your homework or something (or hangout with friends) and bring money to grab a quick bite to eat. Come home to sleep then leave in the morning (on school days). If you’re not in each other’s face all the time things might settle down. (Just tell him you’re busy with school/friends, and hopefully he won’t give you a hard time.)
I know how it is to live in that kind of family. My father left me and mom when i was 1 y old and come back when i was 6, i’m 15 now, well we are ok now but they fight a lot .. Anyway you can’t let your family to destroy your life. They are not worth that, believe me. If they destroyed their lives they don;t have to destroy yours. You can love them but don’t let them to control you please. I know you will get out of that you are strong. One day you will have a new family, your family.