I used to be so much. I used to be a firefighter and when i would show up on the scene of a suicide I would always wonder how low does someone have to be to do that. I understand now. I have so much hate built up inside. The things that I once loved have turned away from me. The woman i love would rather be beat by a drug addict than be with me. I stay around for my mom, but it’s getting so bad I’m sure she would be better off without me too. I want to see my sister she’s been gone 20 years now herself. I hate this life I hate myself. I don’t want help. I just want to be out of pain.
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Why did you stop being a firefighter? I’ve always wanted to be one but they only take men. I understand how you feel, I’m full of hate myself. It’s really sad when it comes to this, wanting to take your own life because everywhere you look there are only dead-ends. It’s a fucked up world
Same with me. I’m tired of the isolation and loneliness for the past 7 years.
Man I feel your pain. I know how much it hurts to lose the girl you love.
I shattered both my arms. My right arm is damaged beyond repair so i can’t do firefighting anymore. I’m working 3 jobs just to make ends meet.
Judt curious: you see alot of suicides at a scene of a blaze?