Ruined my life AGAIN

IN the last two years I sent my teenage son to live my sister as we were at each others throat constantly. Had my boyfriend move in with me and constantly breaks up with me when I get happy with him. I had thyroid cancer in March 2014. Lost my job for theft in August and am now back to where I started 9 years ago when my sons dad forced me to move into a homeless shelter and start over. My son hates me unless he’s guilting me in to buying him something.My boyfriend wants nothing to do with me. I am jobless and soon to be homeless. I tried killing myself and just ended up getting very I’ll.