Dear sister wether this is are final goodbye or the first of many more.i want you to know ive always loved you though you dont feel the same way.i wanted us to have a special bond the kind of sisters who could share anything.instead I became the sister you wanted to get away from.now you got your wish amd hopefully after this letter youll be free.im not just doing this cause of you theres a lot of reason.sure I love you and cant stand you leaving but theres a lot of reasons kind of to many to explain on a single note.i have to let you know though straight up sister to sister if I fail this time it wont be the last.as long as I know this is the future it wont be the last.ill never stop hurting so ill never stop trying.i know as much as weve differed in opinions you never wished death on your little sister.the doctors the therapist have never cared and I wish that keep smiling cause I hope I will be to and ill be the one sending lighting bolts down on there asses or hopefully thats what heabens like.just promise me amd now I know your like I dont want to do this, but listen.i love my family I have always loved them including you.selfish as you may think I am do one selfless thing and take care of them especially mom.she works hard and I know eventually her heart fail as will dads well just take care of them I beg you.cause I will be in the next world soon and I will beg to touch them and wont be able to from that world.i love you your sister.
This is the rough draft of my suicide in two weeks.i dont know if this will work in fact everything says it wont as ive failed many times and Im still mustering up every reason I need to jump that day.but if it does then farewell to all of you.ive always loved this site made me feel normal and thats what I want more than death not to feel normal but to feel a sense of fulfillment in life.but I wont have that so I will not choose life.i may still be here on my birthday the 16th but after no garuntee.
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heheh the lightning bolts were a nice funny touch to the letter.
I just want to bring up two corrections to the letter though.
First, I think you should explain the reasons of your suicide to your family. I believe it is important for them to know in clear letter why you did this. This should avoid confusion. Confusion might lead to anger and since you love your sister dearly I think it is best to free her from this unstable emotion.
Second, I don’t mean to come out as snobbish or insulting but I think you should correct your typos and other mistakes in the letter. Once again, it is best to just avoid confusion altogether. As a matter of fact, if you need someone to help you in your redaction I would be more the willing to do so.
If you decide that suicide the choice you want, might as well do it in a way to help the people around you understand your motives.
Good luck,
Sargento Pimienta
Thats why I called it a rough draft plus I was typing on my tablet which its really hard to type with lol.i do agree though I should explain in detail I just was trying to keep it short and simple.i tend to write a lot and the final draft will be written out not typed but thank you
Passionfruit;
I wish you would have passion for life itself. I have hurt by life too. My father killed himself after I cared for him for 6 months (I was 18). Due to the pain I was in, I wanted nothing more than to kill myself but then I realized that all I would be doing is passing on the pain.
People are here to talk to you; even strangers like myself. Please, talk to me and we can work everything out for you.
Sincerely,
Neville
Well haroldbloom are situations arent a lot alike.my sister said a couple days ago shed feel nothing if I died.im sure your father cared about you even in death.i love my family but most of them except a few people who do, dont care about me.so I don’t think ill be passing on very much pain and in a few weeks hopefully you’ll forget me to
I will not. Even people who haven’t met you can care for you. I am here for you and hope you change your mind on this situation.