I hate counselling, I hate friendships, and people suck. I just want one person to know how it feels to not want to get out if bed in the morning, to wake up hating yourself and go to bed thinking about how shitty you are and how ugly you look. I am sick of my face and the people I’m surrounded by, I want someone to know what it’s like to feel completely lost and not know what’s wrong and to feel shitty and sad even when everything is going good in your life, I want someone to understand what it’s like to feel like I do everyday.
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I understand that feeling more than I can put into words. Lots of people here do. You’re not alone, I promise.
Yes, definitely the same here. I need to be able to talk to understanding people. Thankfully I known some people both in real life and I’ve made some friends here too.
It really helps to have someone to talk to who actually gets it. Therapists don’t get it (at least I’ve never met one who does). A lot of people don’t.
Feel free to talk to people here. It really can make a difference.
I bet you are not as ugly as you think. Can you send a pic of yours?
I don’t feel comfortable sharing photos of myself, but at my school every girl is skinny and pretty except three or four but they are popular and good at dancing so it doesn’t matter, I’m basically the black sheep or black rose if you will that doesn’t fit in. I’m glad I have this forum to talk to people who understand
what kind of question is that ULM13 lol, why would a suicidal/depressed person share a picture of their face for a the public to judge and scrutinize
Trust me, I know that feeling more than you will ever know. People treat me like I don’t matter or exist. It’s as if I have a plaque and they’re afraid to say anything or be near me. Worst of all, I see how people look at me. Like they just feel sorry for me because I’m such a freak. I was in a roll over car wreck that forever changed my life. And I just feel ugly. Looking back, I wish I had died in that wreck. I now have pretty extreme social anxiety. I feel like anywhere I go people are staring at me. These are the things I dead with Every.Single.Fucking.Day.Of.My.Life! Despite everyone telling me there’s nothing wrong with me. I think they’re full of shit, or just trying to be nice. So yeah, you’re not alone.
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I don’t believe it’s fair to judge a persons exterior, society Is ruled by people who base a person on what they look like and advertising and television has affected so many people and made so many generations into judgemental little fucks. I’m sorry you feel your life isn’t valued enough because of your looks. I hate the way I look too but I try to remember that I’m smart and I can change others lives and that’s all that matters.
Yeah I know the feeling too.