I seriously do not know what I want anymore. There have been many times when I have a dream for my future and I have no support or confidence so I end up giving up on the dream and changing it. My mom wants me to do stuff that I do not want to do, I do not want to disappoint her, but FUCK! I want to do what I want to do! I have nothing! Now with all the stress my mom has brought down on me, and the stress of not knowing what to do with my future. I don’t want this, I’d rather be dead. I seriously do not want a future. My plan is when I finish high school, I move away and live alone for a long while; just until I stop caring about how my family would feel if I killed myself. And once I stop caring, that is when I will fucking end it.
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This is your life, and as far as we know, we only get one. So live it the way you would want to. Have as few regrets as possible, and never be too scared to try something that you wanna experience. This is your life. And only yours. You’re in control. Live it.
Don’t worry bout your mum she will get over it when you tell her your picking your own shit , I think that’s how my daughter put it to me and I got over it.
I get it. I feel the same way. But there are so many people who would be destroyed if you went through with this. You have so much worth even if you don’t see it right now.