Every Tear Drop That Falls is a Tear Drop of Guilt all it Took Was Me To Break up with My Pakastani BF That Meant The World To Me and It Also Took was Just 1 Text From My Abusive and Jelous Friend That I’m No Longer Friends With and My Abusive and Jelous Friend Ruined My Perfect Life She Made My Perfect World Turn into Dust and Ashes While My Friend Ruined My Perfectly Built World I was Stuck Repairing and Fixing it Again My Eyes Are as Red as Blood From All The Tears That Has Fallen From My Eyes It Hurts Me That I Broke Up With My Pakastani BF That Meant The World To Me and What Also Hurts Me is That My Friend That I Met in 2005 Who Used To Be Sweet and Kind Turned into an Abusively Jelous Monster of a Friend That Abused Me, Swore at me and Got Jelous over How Well I was Doing With My Life But Once She Knew What I was Going Through She Tried To Say Sorry But Saying Sorry For What I was Going Through and Not Saying Sorry For Abusing Me, Making The Guy I Just Started Redating Hate Me, Block Me and Made us Break up When we Just Got Together That Tore Me From Limb To Limb But Breaking up With My Pakastani BF Literally Slaughtered me, Tore me Apart, Destroyed My Happiness and Made My World Slowly Die, Crumble and Turn into Ashes and Dust That is How it Felt When I Broke up With Him When I was Breaking up With Him I Felt My Heart Dying and I had Tears Streaming Down My Face and When I Finished Ending Our Relationship I was Shattered That I Broke Up With Him There Was Nothing Left For Me Give I was Devastated That I Made That Decision Cause I Not Only Broken up With Him But I Also Broke a promise That I Made To Him That I Promised To Myself That I Would Never Break it But I did. I Don’t Deserve to Be Forgiven But Everyone Deserves a Second Chance But There is Something I Do Know and That is Once I Make a Mistake and it Shows Me Where I Made The Mistake I instantly Try and Fix The Mistake That I Made. Lastnight I Made a Mistake. The Mistake I Made was Breaking up With Him and That Mistake Just Turned into a Complete Disaster That Has Left Me Regretting it With The Consequences Staying Fresh in My Mind I Can’t Believe Just How Quickly 1 Mistake That Has Been Made Could Easily Turn into a Nightmare I am Never Ever Doing That Again My Mistake Has Taught Me a Lesson The Lesson That I Learned From My Mistake is: If I Break Up With The Pakastani BF That Means The Whole World To me Disaster Will Surely Follow Behind