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@lost hope: if anyone can relate, I can. I know what its like to have everything taken piece by piece and just when you think you have nothing left to loose life finds something. It does become meaningless, pointless, and empty. Why try when you already know the outcome will be another loss right? I still believe that but I’m opening my mind a little to positivity. Sure we loose things shit falls apart and you don’t want to keep doing that. But the truth is being alive means you feel, and that includes pain. And I don’t want to be stuck in pain mode for the majority of my life. So bring on the love the happiness all the good things and you know what even if they don’t last at least my life would have caught a break from the pain. And I hope that after this the episodes of heart ache and pain last less and my moments of happiness last longer. Just like they say you can never experience the same love twice you can’t ever experience the same pain twice. Each pain is different and it teaches you, it reveals another piece of who you are. Until one day you’ve learned to quickly over come the moments of pain. At least that’s my new perspective don’t know if it helps you any..