Lately I’ve been trusting no one. My “best friend” said she didn’t want to be my friend anymore when she found out I was emo.I’ve known her since I was 6 and now I’m 12 almost 13. Also one of my guy friends from school turned his back on me and started calling my names. Past friends have left me also,my dad and step mom found out that I’ve cut myself, my sister was being nosy and heard what we were saying and went and told all her friends. Some of my friends know about it too from my sister. I just hope that my boyfriend don’t find out. He’s the only one keeping my from going suicide. I’m starting to trust no one or get close to anyone. I just feel best if I stopped talking all togethe since I’m the emo freak who gets called a slut, *****, and other names.
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Hey, I went through the same thing with my friends. They drifted away from me when they found out I was insane and depressed. It’s hard to trust anyone at all. People are cruel and I’m sorry you had to find out at such a young age.. Try to ignore the name-calling and just stand tall and proud, you’re worth more than you know. If your boyfriend truly cares about you he won’t leave you. If he does then he doesn’t deserve you, just like those friends you had. Trust me, it’s best that you got rid of them instead of trusting them further only to have yourself fucked over at some point. You’ll find new friends.
Thx, I was gonna try to get new friends.to say I don’t have anymore really.