I have a block deep in my mind.
Not as simple as to describe as a writers block or an artists block.
No.
This block is much different. It cannot be fixed by just walking away and coming back later.
My block is purely mental.
I cannot feel happiness.
Now let me make something clear. It’s not that I do not wat to feel happiness. It’s that I physically cannot.
It feels like I am empty. Like someone has ripped my heart and lungs out.
I am drowning in myself.
And I dont think there is any escape.
Someone save me.
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I feel the exact same way. You’re not alone. I hate feeling so empty and for lack of a better word, broken. I think it takes an amount of self love to turn the emotions back on..for me that’s difficult. It may be different for you.
DysfunctionalFlyer,
No, you are certainly not alone. I can somewhat relate. I’m not sure if my own failure to experience happiness is a “block,” but I largely feel dead inside and happiness does seem to elude me.
I think you should take a deep look at what you feel may be causing this block. Do you have a lot in your life to be happy about and for whatever reason you just don’t feel it? Or are there things going on which are making you unhappy? If that is the case, it may not be a block – just things getting you down. As human beings, it is often easy to allow the bad things in life to cloud the good things and make us unhappy.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)