Some people think life is so easy.. so easy to take.. to live.. life is so fucking easy when you are speaking your own language… but what if I can’t hear it? What if I can’t see it?
Think positive?
Thinking positive isn’t the same as what some would think… A positive notion to me would be if I just so happened to not wake up tomorrow. It’s not that I can’t make my life better (which I probably can’t) it’s that I don’t want life. I hate life. People can’t understand that, and I’m so confused as to why everyone isn’t born with a sense of life as a cruel joke. We all get it, we all understand here, but why do people bother giving that positive advice without understanding that some people don’t want help. They don’t need advice. They want out. Period!
People that suggest I do some task or activity that is either too expensive or just not something I want to do all together.
When I think of moving on with my life I think of selling all my stuff or giving it all away, then packing a back pack and heading out of town on foot. Giving up this shit life of slavery to the system.
Fuck life! Fuck this world! And fuck anything else!
I have the will power to keep going, to keep fighting.. but i fucking hate this life. I wont lie to myself. I fucking hate it
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I hate life too. They dare to talk about this so called freedom and how we design our own destiny but truth is most aspects of our lives are already predicted by the system. We just make insignificant decisions about people we choose to hang out with and which slave factory we’d “like” to work for now. We watch sci fi movies about artificial intelligence which show us how cruel machines can be. Well guess what “humanity”, we’re all a bunch of drones. Much worse than any machine can be; at least they know what they are.
The “life” that we are forced to live has absolutely nothing to offer to change my opinion on it. Life is pointless and unsatisfying