So I honestly believe I probably won’t graduate high school this year. I’ve always had a hard time with school. I just believe even if I manage to pull it off I don’t have a future. There are other reasons why I want to off myself, but this is one of the biggest reasons. I lack motivation, I always have, and I probably always will.
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I felt the same way too, kinda still do, I graduate in 2 weeks, it’s so close but I wish it wasn’t. I don’t want to leave. I had a few jobs before, hated them all because of my social anxiety and depression, but it’s not really something my parents understand and after high school it’s just what you have to do, fend for yourself. At least in school I have somewhere to go and be, but it’s all over soon. Just hang in there I guess, like I am.
Yeah my parents don’t understand either. They keep saying they are going to get me to see someone, but they’ve been saying that for months now. That’s why I kinda took matters in my own hands, and joined this site to see if anybody could help.
Right, everytime I had a mental breakdown my parents would say they would take me to someone but after a while I had to tell them that I wanted to see someone, for me personally it didn’t really work, the whole medication/therapy thing, but that’s just me, it might for you, you never know. It’s good that you have gotten help from us, maybe you could try some professional help soon.