People have killed themselves over more and over less. If truth be told, this is not the first, second, or third attempt. It is not even the first attempt this month.
I just want to say that I’m overall pretty disappointed in mankind. We’re selfish, rude, vindictive, spiteful, and no matter how much “word of god” is preached, the more religious are usually the most corrupt.
I ended my life with trust in one person. He told me that if I killed myself, I would go to hell. I think he just told me that to scare me. I hope that he just told me that to scare me.
They say God never gives you more than you can handle. I’m not sure if drugging myself up, cutting, crying, and being pretty much catonic is “handling it” If he is sinless, gracious, and created love, I’d like to think that he’d understand that I did not wish to proceed with the remainder of my life.
I wish I could do something Nobel like trade my life with someone that actually wants to live theirs and cant, but unfortunately, life doesn’t work out for anyone it seems.
I know my death will cause little to no panic, people will move on, people will heal. People die all the time. I wish I could have made the world a better place like I wanted but some people are just not destined for greatness.