I think I am going to do it this week. I won’t say how but too be honest i have tried everything to fix myself and nothing works. The woman I love so dearly has given up on me and our friendship because I can’t stop seeing another woman that gives me nothing, it’s all my fault and I feel as though I’m drowning every day. My uni work is piling and piling and piling and regardless that I graduate in a few months time it’s not enough to keep me going.
I never used to be depressed. I was so happy at one stage in life, I’m your normal everyday guy that wouldn’t express to the world my inner feelings but now that doesn’t matter anymore. Now it’s about going about my days and going out on my terms. I have very few friends and too many acquaintances, everybody else is ahead of me in life and I honestly feel as though my world would be better without me in it. I’ve read the posts on this site and I truly commend those that reply and try to help so thank you to all of those endearing caring souls that just want to help.
Oh well time to say goodbye. Take care, adios!
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I hope you reconsider. hugs
I hope you reconsider too. I’ve always felt like the loner with no real friends too. I can’t say for certain how similar my situation is to yours, but I think I understand at least somewhat. I’m pulling for you, and I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one.