It’s been a while since I have been here 1 year. I deleted my other posts to start fresh.
I tried to be happy until up about a month ago. I tried to be positive. I ended up right back where I started and I don’t want to relapse. But it’s so hard. I feel worthless. Sometimes I think to myself is life worth living? But then again I’m just sad and I need to stop. But I can’t. These thoughts over run my mind. I just don’t know anymore.
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I try really hard to not think about dieing all day, its like whenever I let myself actually think it’s always suicide and depressed thoughts. I drink, smoke cigarettes and take bubble baths and watch movies to distract myself from it all. It might be unhealthy but hey, u gotta do what u gotta do <3