Guess I’m on here a lot lately. I just have nowhere else to put these thoughts out there on…I’m hurting so bad. I can’t wait until January 5th, but I have to, in a way. It’s relieving to think about though. To think that my pain will end and I can just escape it all.
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Sorry. You sound like you’re hurting. I don’t know why, or for how long…
The Holidays…ignorantly cheery, right? It’s all ho ho ho ho mistletoe rich red wrapping paper glimmering trees booze egg nog christmas carolling silent night holy night all is calm…
And all is not right.
Well you came to the right place…this is a good site to throw your thoughts ‘out there.’ I’ve done it before and it does help-letting off some steam.
I think we all have our own personal hell-holes. My biggest issue is that my life passed me by and I caught on far too late to ‘live it right.’ It’s killing me now to think of all the opportunities I’ve missed for relationships and career.
However I’ve just created new paths for myself and am working on becoming the person I had wanted to be before. I figure I have a good 10-20 yrs left to enjoy what remains of my life, before it really goes downhill from there…at which point I’ll check out.
But the one thing about suicide is that if/when you are serious about going, then there’s nothing to stop you-aside from a good method. When I was young I wanted to be immortal, now I’m grateful that we have finite lives.