Hi
I have been contemplating suicide a lot lately. I have so many things to be grateful for and yet I still find myself to be a slave to my emotions. I used to be able to shrug things off but I have developed a really bad temper and my anger is causing me to lose those who are important to me. I have always toyed with the idea but I never had to courage to do it. Last night I put a knife beside me and couldn’t bring myself to do anything. I just started texting all of my friends for help. I woke up this morning so mad at myself. I was mad that I was awake and I was mad that I didn’t have the courage to go through with it. How does one develop the courage to do something like that?
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It means theres still a part of you that wants to live and attemp to embrace life. If one truly has the courage to do it, it means they have lost all hope. So im assuming you still have some amount of hope within you. Hang in there.
Right. What EmptyPluto said. Hold on, hand in, everything changes.
You shouldnt be mad at yourself. that just proves you arent done here.. you still are needed. dont give in. take it from me. everyone of my failed attempts someone needed me soon after. stay strong(: