I betrayed a good friend of mine. While in a drunken state, I kissed her ex. Today my worst fears came alive. She found out and now she hates me.
I now feel that everyone knows. Im broken beyond repair. I don’t know who I am anymore.
I have no purpose anymore. Before my purpose was loyalty. Now I no longer have that.
I don’t deserve to live.
I no longer have a reason to be here.