Why

I don’t see the point of staying alive anymore.

This is the conclusion I’ve come up with after the past 7 years. I just don’t see why I should keep going.

I’ve been faking my way through life for years now. My parents doesn’t know about it and if they did they’d make it worse.

I’d like to talk to a friend but i don’t have a lot and none of my current friends would understand how i feel.

Over the past year I’ve started to feel less and less joy from doing the things i liked once. I tear through book and don’t think any thing about them. I don’t want to play any video games anymore, and if i start one I turn it off after a few minutes

I am afraid to die. I’ve away hated thinking about it and distracted my self when ever i start to.

I’ve been thinking a lot about my I feel lately and have come to a conclusion on what i feel.

Their are still things I want to experience in live but I hate my life so much I don’t see why I should keep going and get these experiences.