This is just what i think in my head… I just wrote what i was thinking at that moment but please help me.. -brian m. R.
Well… Im back i guess thats a bad thing…how can i get this suicidle feelings off my chest?!? How can i be straight ?! ???????? i know thats never gonna happen .. So why do I still wish it?!?! Being bisexual is a curse…..why did i have to fall in “love” with my best friend since 3ed grade?!? Fuck i cant…. Should i just forget about him ?!? Should i kill my self?!? Should i run away again?!? Should i just admit it to my whole school ?? I dont know anymore..should i just be myself… What a mad world. Or how can i act striaght or be straight. Help just help me please anyone!!!!!
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Your a guy in love with your best guy friend? Just don’t look at him in a sexuall way.. lol I never understood gay guys.. enjoy his company his laughs.. just don’t try to kiss and stick him
Haha lol you actually made me laugh..but in all seriousness you dont know how hard not to look him in a sexual way…btw im bi you know 50/50… Yeah sooo
Being bisexual or gay isn’t a curse
It is a curse ..!! it makes you feel different from everyone else. If you like your best friend it makes it even weirder.. But thats what i experienced… Thats how i feel
I understand. It’s just the same as a guy having a hot friend that is a girl.. of course you want to romp it.. but you can’t cause your just friends (other reasons).. so you hold back. That is all.. doesn’t hurt to dream or visualize it.. just don’t act on it.
Haha that’s also my view on gay guys.. but I feel they just act on there temptations.. I’m like damn just be friends and enjoy his company, why do you gotta stick him too!! Lol
Its not a curse although I understand why it feels like it.
Dude don’t admit shit to your school haha damn that could haunt you and your friend for years to come. It’s good to love him, just squash the temptation to sexualy touch him.. that could ruin your whole friendship some day. Think of it like this, imagine him as your best friends wife. You get along great, she’s flirty amazing, o man yiu just love her and want to do her!! But you can’t cause she’s your best friends wife, soall you do is squash that temptation to touch her.. but you can always stare! Haha