I’m so tired of feeling alone. My friends tell me they care about me and that they’d kill themselves if I ever did. I don’t believe a word that comes out of their mouth. I’m so tired of being here. Why haven’t I killed myself? I ask myself that every damn day. I wish I knew someone who understood me. I’m glad there’s a lot of people here on this website that can relate to me. We all really want something in live. Well, what I really want is to be dead..
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Having read this and your previous note, the school years can be really rough. You previously mentioned losing a lot of weight so as not to be judged. While there will always be people in life who judge you (professors, your boss, etc.), life will probably change dramatically after school finishes. The best thing you can do is keep working hard so you’re ready for college or the working world.
If your school has a counselor, maybe it’s a good idea to see this person. Tackling things alone can be difficult sometimes. It’s g I d that you have a group of friends around you. Support can be helpful.
Ending things isn’t the answer. There will always be challenges in life and sometimes getting through can help us down the road.