I don’t know if anybody is going to read this, I don’t know how this works, but I hope it helps me…
I’ve been having a lot of problems at home, with my dad being mad at my mom and I, barely acknowledging that we live there too. There is just too much tension and I just can not take it anymore. So I decided to give my father a reality check, something that will show him the consequences of his actions. He either changes for good (I hope), or I’ll learn he never loved me.
I decided to sacrifice my life.
I hope my decision doesn’t sound selfish, I’m not doing it because of me, I’m doing it because I want peace for my mom and a better father for my brother. I want him to understand he cannot go around and treat people like dirt and get away with it. For other people we might be the perfect family but they have no idea how broken it is inside this house, all because of him.
I really hope I am making the right decision, I hope God forgives me and understand my reasons, I hope you can understand me…
Goodnight
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please dont do this thing that right now you feel is nessacary; this thing you think will provide some worth to the seemingly endless amount of worthlessness you must be feeling…..please talk to me; i promise you, you speak in a language i can understand…..emaill me n i’ll give you my number if you wanna just talk, about anything….i am here for you so you are not alone in this, or rather, you dont have to be…..
please dont do this thing that right now you feel is nessacary; this thing you think will provide some worth to the seemingly endless amount of worthlessness you must be feeling…..please talk to me; i promise you, you speak in a language i can understand…..emaill me n i’ll give you my number if you wanna just talk, about anything….i am here for you so you are not alone in this, or rather, you dont have to be…..
Oh shut the fuck up, he wont suicide. He has no balls to step up to his father but he will suicide, right the fuck on. Pic or didnt happen.