I’m not sure of anything. I don’t feel anything anymore. I really just want to disappear. I don’t want to die I just don’t want to live either. My life is just nothing and has no worth. Yet, I still don’t want to die completely. I don’t want it all to just go black but I also just don’t want this life to continue this way.
It’s hard to put into words how I feel so bear with me.
I feel nothing. I never feel anything anymore. When anything happens I feel numb. Numb to the pain, sadness, joy, and fun. I don’t know if I can keep this up. I’m not even living a real life. How do I continue years and years of just walking through life with no emotions?
Does feeling this way make me suicidal?
I honestly just want to disappear. Death doesn’t seem like the answer but to continue living a life with no worth? Why I would I do that to myself. Why would I force myself through years of meaningless days? I just want to disappear and let the whole of reality fade away. I want this worthless life to just slip away like a bad dream. Maybe then I will feel real happiness.
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I feel that too- what is the point of living? I’ve felt I had no purpose or reason to be. I am tired of being. Sigh
But I think I am learning that the reason for being is just me. Becoming me what is important. And that is the reason to live.
Same here. I’ve become, like one of Pink Floyd’s songs, “ccomfortably numb”.
What’s the point? Nothing matters. I don’t know. I know nothing. I know nothing.
I just want to sleep, sleep forever.
You don’t want to live but don’t want to die either… nope, i’d say that’s being really depressed but not suicidal… i think you just want your live to be different, which in many cases can happen. Maybe try new things, to see if one gives you some new meaning to life… you don’t lose anything by trying. Death is always going to be there, lol.