so I’ve been thinking about going on disability for a while, until I can get my shit together. I’m going to be 21 in a few months…and because I don’t have a job, all my help will come to a halt. And God knows if that happens I’m lost for good. And I can’t handle a lot right now. I get overwhelmed very easily. Just thinking about going on disability for a while makes me feel even more incapable then I already do.
On a different note…
Has anyone considered suicide by cop? I’ve been thinking about it.
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Don’t do that to the poor cop….seriously….they have guilt….they suffer…
And 21….what I would not give to be 21 again….
Just because you want to die doesn’t mean you should intentionally destroy someone else’s to do so. That would be like death my driving your car 100MPH into an intersection, you are hurting more than just yourself. Hope you can get the disability. I have a friend with really bad anxiety issues so I’ve seen how hard it can be, sounds like you may have some anxiety too.
Sorry typing with one finger BC of my daughter sleeping on my arm
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I know I don’t think I’d intentionally screw someone’s life up like that. But still. The thought is tempting.
Fuck any cop. I would definitely try to take 1 or more with me! Good luck
“Has anyone considered suicide by cop?”
You don’t even have to try. Those trigger happy fucks are more than willing to murder you over any reason like coughing or stating you rights.
I would make the world a better a better place by going Christopher Dorner style if I died by cop.
*Excuse the typos mate
Disability might feel good. Its so hard to get going when you’re depressed. I got a nice tax return and I am going into buisiness for myself, because I can’t bear the thought of dealing with my job after losing my marriage. If I had the chance, I would love to go on disability and just let myself heal or not. It could be good for you.
Yeah disability may be a good thing, if I can get it. I just have to muster up the courage to pick up the phone and call the case manager.