So weve been in a relationship for 1 year and a half, when i had cheated her. Everything was so beautiful and we were the happiest couple alive. What happened was that, I had gone out with my friend to a trip and during this time there was a girl who became close to me and started flirting with me and holding my hand. I had no problem with it cause i did not know her intentions, it was later when i realized when she called me and held my hand and sat next to me and came closer to me and then she kissed me and came really close to me. Me like a stupid guy fell for her seduction. That’s all what happened. I held her hand too and i hugged her and then kissed her on her cheek. while she did too. The best part was that, she herself after the trip went and told my girlfriend telling that I was the one who seduced her and wanted to kiss her. Later, my girlfriend and i broke up because of this and that slut went off clean.
Then, I was begging for forgiveness and then she finally did give me, but it wasn’t like before. Eventually, it all started to get better when she went home and then she told her parents about what happened and then her dad told her to leave me and made her understand that there are better things to do in life and then she broke up with me again. Again just like before i begged her to come back and i did get her back. And we came back pretty strong but then after two weeks she just snapped off. And for each and everything she gets irritated and then she told that she would never got back to me and by the looks of it now i feel that she wont.
So this was my story abut second chances. If a girl/guy truly loves you she/he would definitely give a second chance and a proper one. What i do with my life now is that I am next to my girl always and i try my level best to get her back and i promised myself that i will not stop trying. Yes, i am losing hope, i am getting hurt everyday, yes i am just another desperate guy searching for forgiveness. Maybe the path what i have chosen is tough but this is what i have chosen. And this what ill try do to….as long as it will take. Even-though i am being pushed away everyday. I love her and i truly do love her and whatever happened was not intentional and was a mistake and wish she comes back to me. Love me like she did.
My heart is weak, my soul is burning and my eyes are watering. My emotions are messing with my life. My stages of depression is increasing day by day. Me walking alone, eating alone, reading alone, studying alone, waiting alone, waiting for her while she is busy off with her friends and me like a dumb ass waiting for her. I do not regret doing any of this because i want to do it and i am willing to do anything to get my love back. Please i might cry everyday and i might break a window everyday but i will not stop trying even if she tells me she doesn’t want me back.
Yours truly,
A very heart broken, sad, depressed,
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Hey. You know, not everyone is able to give second chance especially when it comes to cheating.
I’d tell you a totally different thing – if a girl/guy truly loves you, she/he will never cheat on you.
You did wrong and you regret but sometimes there’s no coming back. Move forward and don’t repeat your wrongs, now as you have your freshly gained experience.
^^I couldn’t have said it any better.
It’s s best to move on now and take this as a hard lesson learned for the next relationship in your life.
You may be in pain now, but put your perspective in her shoes. How would you feel if she did the same things to you? Could you forgive her? Should you forgive her? Imagine her pain when she was the one who was wronged?
I do not mean to rub salt in your wounds but some things are simply irreversible. You have to come to terms with your actions and now bear the responsibilty of your consequences.
I hope things eventually turn for the better for you and one day your find your light again.
Till then, take care.
Thank you so much for the reply’s, I would move on but she is my first serious relationship and me to leave this special relationship like this is impossible. I wouldn’t just let it go. The reason: Even after all this happened we actually got back together and then she went away again. It’s like, a daily routine – she comes close and then all of a sudden she just changes and goes away. My hopes in the beginning of the day but then it all goes when she walks away. That’s why i cant move on, that’s why wont move on. :'(
Really really thankfully for you guys to leave me a reply,
Thank You so much,