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Well I just joined this site.. I read a few different stories and figured I’d write one myself.. I am 21 years old I have my own house and I live with my dog. I have severe depression issues. I find it hard to keep going through life knowing I will never amount to anything. I consider myself a decent guy I don’t get angry or violent I just kinda say or do whatever I have to to get through the day. Every day for the past 6 or 7 years I’ve thought about death. Even now I’m just thinking what is stopping me from grabbing my gun and shooting myself in the head?… I want to kill myself so bad but I don’t have the strength the actually do it… It would help a lot if I had friends to talk to but my old friends all have their own lives. For a few years now I’ve been using drugs and alcohol to make me feel happier and to make me seem more fun around other people but once it wears off I’m back to my dark thoughts…not sure where to go from here..
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It takes a lot of nerve, courage, guts, will, strength, and bravery to kill yourself. It’s a very scary thing to attempt. I want to die too but can’t find the guts to do it…
Its so frustrating.. Why does life have to be so damn hard?… I just wish there was a way to make life easier or something to make killing myself easier to do.. Of course pulling the trigger is not hard its just not knowing what the future holds for me that is stopping me from doing it..
There’s just so much I want out of life and I just can’t seem to figure out how to get it..