I don’t know what to do with my life. My life is so monotone. I go to university everyday, I don’t even know what would I do with all stuff I learn in university. I go to university everyday, I attend the class then go home straight away. I go to university everyday, but I don’t have any friend. I go to university everyday, but I don’t know what will I do after I graduate.
I love looking above the sky, seeing the clouds moving and changing shapes. I love looking above the sky, seeing the sun shines brightly. I love looking above the sky, thinking “why do I born as human”. I love looking above the sky, wondering “what it feels like touching the clouds”. I love looking above the sky, wondering “how it feels being a butterfly, flying through the sky”. I love looking above the sky, wondering “how it feels like to go to space, another planets, being an astronouts”. I love looking above the sky, wondering “how it feels like to be somebody else”. I love looking above the sky, wondering “why my life is so monotone”. I love looking above the sky, wondering “how it feels like to have a life like those in dramas”. I love looking above the sky, wondering “what will happen if I die tomorrow”.
It just… My life so monotone… My life so boring… Should I just end it? But I don’t want to commit suicide. But…