….tonight may be the night

the longer i stay the more it hurts but the more i stay the closer i get to seeing the girl who i love so much. The decision is unbareable as she knows how i feel at this moment and tries to convince me out of my solid thoughts, i don’t want her to be in grief but at the same time i don’t want to deal with our undesirable and stupid society….i wish i had never fallen in love with her nor met her and become so close to such an amazing girl yet fragile.