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There were a few times in my life where I really wanted to die…not just intellectually as I do know but I wanted to be dead and was willing to almost do anything to get there.

There was a time I wanted to die only because I suffered some serious crisis and thought I’d end up on the streets-I didn’t actually want to die, I just didn’t want my life to get any worse and eventually through a lot of hard work I ‘righted my ship.’

You might reach that point that I mentioned where you basically won’t fear death-and you will really want to die-you will see it as something that you welcome. I’d say you should have a very safe, reliable method for yourself, if you’re convinced that you will ‘get it over with.’

At this stage speaking personally I’m just very miserable about my life but I have an inkling of hope still that it can get better. I want to enjoy it for a few years and when I felt I’ve gotten my fill, I will probably end it then. There’s some things I still haven’t experienced and want to first, before I go.

Hope that makes sense. But ya don’t kill yourself because the scumbags around you want you dead, do it only if you sincerely had enough out of life.