Ive been thinking, all of us (or at least the majority) on here don’t want to be here… With the living. But what if we did end it? What if we did end our lives by whatever means… Who have we left behind?
Now im sure a decent amount of you are thinking “I would be leaving no one behind” which is fair enough. But those of us who have family and / or friends… I just can’t help but wonder, what if we were to be the very thing that started the journey to someone else’s self-annihilation?
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I’ve thought about it and honestly I don’t care if my suicide leads to someone else. I control my life and they control theirs.
so well said…
To be honest, I’d be leaving a lot behind. My boyfriend. My Best Friend. My Mum. My father. My Gran. My little bro. My big brother. My lil sis. My pen-pal back in Slovakia(which is where I’m from). My step-sister. My step-brothers. A lot of people would miss me. I help a lot of people. I’m a nice person in general and all those people whose life I have touched with my kindness, however so small, will feel somehow tied into my suicide.
They’d all miss their sweet, innocent, and lively Matthew.
I have a very elderly relative who no doubt who would miss me, be honest he is the only reason I’m still here as I already have my means.
The rest of my family would probably throw a fucking party and have fireworks. They have told me previously the family would be much happier if I were dead.
As for being responsible for someone else’s self annihilation, I would be dead so I’m not really going to be bothered.
I’d leave behind my boyfriend. Only reason I’m not dead yet. The rest I don’t really care about them.