Havent slept in days havent showered in days. Feeling completely inhuman. No water on the property for over a week, and once again I’m withdrawing so I cant sleep. On top of it all I’m hungry as fuck with no money cause I spent it all on drugs and got jacked 100 bux. I ate a fucking dog biscuit yesterday, and it didnt even taste bad. Wtf? Just need to make it three more days till payday. Damn. I know I can do it, but……..damn.