I’m tired of life. Tired of obligations, tired of this world with its rules, its human society. I made a lot of mistakes in my life. And wasted a lot of chances to become successful or to fulfill my dreams. I regret a lot. Yea, if only I could revert time back, while keeping my current memory, lol.
Sure, reverting time would be great. But I don’t really care about all this now. The only things that keep me going these days are my hobbies. And my mom. She did really a lot for me. But I’m tired, I really am.
Almost every night I go to sleep wishing to die while dreaming and say goodbye to this miserable life of mine. Almost every morning I wake up asking myself: “Do I really have to do this?”, “This :%?? again?” etc.
In the end, humans don’t live forever. (Haven’t really heard of anyone being immortal in the real life) Everyone’s body will eventually return to earth. Sooner or later. It’s just a matter of time.
So, what I want to do, is to simply, speed up the time. To free my spirit for this flesh cage.
I wish for a simple(and a relatively painless of course, lol) way to die.
As far as I know, the best way to leave this world is the “exit bag”. I’d love to make this one, but assembling it(and finding a place where I could use it) is really hard for me right now.
So I’ve been wondering, if you guys could recommend me some relatively painless and sure-to-kill(something with a high rate of success) stuff?
Thanks in advance!
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Getting into specifics here is going to be a problem since it’s against the site’s rules to talk about methods.
But there are almost no simple possible ways that are also painless.
You may have missed some chances but you never know, you might have new ones in the future.
If you ever end up doing that, yeah, you won’t be able to do things you like and your hobbies anymore.
I feel the same way, but I’m too scared to commit suicide. I want it to happen somehow though I’m thinking of hiring someone to do it for me.
You don’t have to die to be free.
“So, what I want to do, is to simply, speed up the time.”
I think this is the reason, at some level, that a lot of people become alcoholics or drug addicts, or adrenaline junkies.