I’m tired of life. Tired of obligations, tired of this world with its rules, its human society. I made a lot of mistakes in my life. And wasted a lot of chances to become successful or to fulfill my dreams. I regret a lot. Yea, if only I could revert time back, while keeping my current memory, lol.
Sure, reverting time would be great. But I don’t really care about all this now. The only things that keep me going these days are my hobbies. And my mom. She did really a lot for me. But I’m tired, I really am.
Almost every night I go to sleep wishing to die while dreaming and say goodbye to this miserable life of mine. Almost every morning I wake up asking myself: “Do I really have to do this?”, “This :%?? again?” etc.
In the end, humans don’t live forever. (Haven’t really heard of anyone being immortal in the real life) Everyone’s body will eventually return to earth. Sooner or later. It’s just a matter of time.
So, what I want to do, is to simply, speed up the time. To free my spirit for this flesh cage.
I wish for a simple(and a relatively painless of course, lol) way to die.
As far as I know, the best way to leave this world is the “exit bag”. I’d love to make this one, but assembling it(and finding a place where I could use it) is really hard for me right now.
So I’ve been wondering, if you guys could recommend me some relatively painless and sure-to-kill(something with a high rate of success) stuff?
Thanks in advance!