I thought I’d feel better when you get back.
When you were here I felt like I could do something right.
And when you left it just left me feeling empty
Now that you’re back, I thought I’d have a purpose again
Trying to help you, because I thought it would help me
Trying to figure out ways to make you happy
Of course it wouldn’t be easy.
Definitely one of the hardest things to do is get better
I thought I’d be able to help you get better, but
Even that I can’t do.
You’ll see what I want to be, when you get back to me
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Your post resonated with me. I, too, have someone that I want back. But at this point, I don’t even dare wish for something that extreme. I can only wish (admittedly knowing the impossible nature of said wish), that I can just see her one last time.
When your end is near, you grasp st straws. I know seeing her wouldn’t change anything. It wouldn’t mean anything to her, as she has clearly made her decision. But it would mean everything to me.
And at this point, with the end getting closer and closer, seeing her smile one last time means more than I can possibly explain with words.