and i know it’s long gone

It’s been 92 days since we stopped talking, all the nights i spent on the thoughts of her were so lonely and rough to live. What should I do when i seem stop on the same spot since we broke up, since we broke up my life stopped the joy of life left me as she did. 15th of February on valentines day was the end of us. I miss our conversations about nothing. I was hers and she was mine and none of us were lesbian. We never labeled ourselves. Man this is awful i miss her so much and since we broke up i started to cut and feeling depressed all the time i lost all my interest in live including people and my friends. I can’t get over her when I’m feeling in love with her but she forgot me as she’s doing alright, even got a new boyfriend. I should quitting believing in relationships literally fuck it all