General F-this by disgusting 5/3/2015 written by disgusting 5/3/2015 I’m pushing 40 and have never gotten to just hold someone, or had a real romantic relationship. I’m too ugly and disfigured for anyone to get close to. I’ve f–cking had it. 40holdrealsomeone 4 comments 0 Email Related posts I survived, but… 9/19/2021 Random question of the day 9/19/2021 Bullied by Boss 9/18/2021 Do i deserve less respect? 9/18/2021 Microdosing 9/18/2021 Calling All Mad Scientists 9/17/2021 Kiss of Burning Ash 9/17/2021 too much and never enough 9/17/2021 Can’t Go On Anymore 9/17/2021 Note from several years ago, still feels relevant 9/16/2021 4 comments worthless_loser 73 5/3/2015 - 6:34 pm Between 24 and 36 I was completely alone. No woman in my life whatsoever. Before 26 I had only 3 girlfriends, and only one lasting longer than a month. One of them laughed at me when she first saw me naked. At 36 I started a relationship with the love of my life. Now at 41 (almost 42) she has abandoned me and erased me from existence. At least I was able to love and be loved. That’s all I have left. Memories. Log in to Reply CircumcisionIsRapeCulture 5/3/2015 - 7:06 pm I can’t commune with a woman as my penis is ruined. Sexual sensation is vital if you’re going to bond with a woman sexually. The only emotion I have been able to feel since I was mutilated, is anger. Log in to Reply superman 5/4/2015 - 6:07 am Thats what the media wants to push on people. The truth is as you get older sex isnt important at all. Some women are A sexual and dont want it at all. Some women cant find pleasure in it at all after abuse. And you can have a sexual relationship and not use your penis. Women what a companion not just a hard dick. So in other words they dont care about your dick. Just as long as your not a giant dick to them. Log in to Reply disgusting 5/5/2015 - 1:39 pm You all are wrong. I’m not looking for a woman. I’m a transgender male attracted to men. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.