General I don’t want tomorrow to come by MySelfIsAfterMe 5/24/2015 written by MySelfIsAfterMe 5/24/2015 I don’t want to live another day like this. And after that there will be another one, and so on. I can’t stand it. I constantly think about overdose, but apparently is nearly impossible. Why doesn’t my heart just stop. impossiblestandstopthinktomorrowwant 5 comments 0 Email Related posts Bullshit 9/20/2021 What if I’m not the problem? 9/19/2021 Back in the Ditch 9/19/2021 I survived, but… 9/19/2021 Random question of the day 9/19/2021 Bullied by Boss 9/18/2021 Do i deserve less respect? 9/18/2021 Microdosing 9/18/2021 Calling All Mad Scientists 9/17/2021 Kiss of Burning Ash 9/17/2021 5 comments Pretend Girl 5/24/2015 - 8:20 am You know what is sad? I have a pacemaker that my doctor helped me, even though I can’t pay. Save my heart… Why?? But that is why were are- to find out our value. You are worthy of finding what you need to be happy. I’m sorry you’re hurting. One day at a time. Be kind to you. Listen to your pain. Find people who listen. Never give up. Log in to Reply worthless_loser 73 5/24/2015 - 9:06 am I know how you feel. I’ve reached the point where I’m only a few days away from (hopefully) my very last attempt, and I still wish to go sooner. Every morning I wake up, it feels like a defeat. Every night I go to sleep I wish I don’t wake up. That my heart would just stop working. I mean, judging from the pain I’m in it should just explode. No reason for it to keep beating, except to prolong my agony. So I’m reduced to taking it into my own hands. I wish I could avoid that, but there is no other way. Log in to Reply MoonShine 5/24/2015 - 11:14 am I feel like you. living day by day sadly. Doing suicide is a very difficult work. First attempts many times fails. Log in to Reply MySelfIsAfterMe 5/25/2015 - 4:07 am Tomorrow came unfortunately. Another day, worse than yesterday… Log in to Reply Racle 5/25/2015 - 1:25 pm Same. If tomorrow comes, I can only hope for it to be better than today. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.