I don’t know if I should be here. I feel as if I’m wasting their time; doctors, support systems, YMCA. I know they all say that it’s the reason they’re there, that you’re not wasting their time. But honestly, I’m just not mean enough to tell them that they are in fact, wasting their time.
It’s not their fault, it’s just the state of mind I have gotten myself into. I guess only I can get myself out of it.
Don’t get me wrong, I do see a point to life. But it contradicts it’s self. I thought the meaning of life was to give it a meaning, but then I realised that’s just probable tumblr bullshit and figured it’s too logical to have some great underlying meaning.
It’s just a bit weird really.
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Wow i been feeling the same way! i have bipolar and sometimes nothing makes sense , im tired of everything , …
I don’t even know whats wrong with me. I know this sounds really bad but I envy people that are in the know. Obviously it’s horrible having to deal with mental health but everyone I see says different things, I might have this, I might not though but it’s possible but we can’t rule this out but you’re not that blah blah blah. I just wish I knew what was wrong with me and I then I could start dealing with it instead of being lost all the time…
Sometimes labels crowd out common sense.
Have you ever asked “them” (or yourself) to skip the label and suggest what to DO about the symptoms that are affecting the quality of your life? That’s the real issue…what to DO for things to improve.
Wishing you both luck and GOOD guidance from the healers you seek out.
-DW-