If you are on this site you obviously feel suicidal. But I have something to say. Reading the comments something had come to my mind. Most of you post something saying your bad people and worthless etc but by reading the comments it came to my mind that your all good people. None of you deserve to die because your helping others. I read some of the comments on my posts and honestly it made me feel better and like there are people out there who care about others even though we don’t know eachother. This world is full of scum but people like you trying to help somebody that wants to end their life makes this world a better place. So thankyou to everyone on here that is trying to help eachother out. Good on you all 🙂 thankyou that’s all I had to say
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Personally it has nothing to do with ‘deserving’ to die. I admit mine Is not a rational desire. (for that matter, is happiness a rational desire? or just a hedonistic one?) I haven’t hurt anyone, I haven’t betrayed or broken my promises. I make good money at an “important” job, my family care about me. I have good friends. Sure I’ve had heart break and loss. I lost the only person I have loved. But, to say that is the reason wouldn’t be honest. Sure, life has lost some of its sparkle, its spice.
I used to say to myself, as long as I am helping others, as long as people depend on me. But more and more I realize neither of those will change. They are part of who I am. And, for better or for worse, I am just me.
The argument about the world being full of scum reminds me about the fact that intelligent people, more and more are choosing not reproduce. Which i think is an interesting comparison to say the least. Let’s talk and draw more interesting conclusions from this!
I guess I still live for an interesting thought, or a good debate. The simplicity of a smile whenever I can place one upon anothers face.
Thank you. I don’t really feel most thoughts I’ve had were due to feeling like a bad person. I tend to deal more with anxiety, irrational fears, and shame. Regardless of the source, I thank you for the kind sentiment.
Reading krank just made me feel like a jerk. haha.
Beats dyin’.
there are so many wicked people in this world. i wish this world didnt worship corruption and money.
I don’t “deserve” to die. I don’t even want to die. I wish I could live. But I can’t. So therefore I must die, in order to not be alive anymore. It is basically a choice. Being dead is preferable to being alive in the condition I’m in.
I tried to explain this to a NDP friend of mine, and he couldn’t understand. And he’s a very smart guy. He just can’t get it. Which is normal. Because unless you’re inside, it doesn’t make any sense.
We are hardwired to choose life over everything. It’s a basic human instinct. And what I’m saying goes directly against that. Makes it impossible to understand to the overwhelming majority of people out there.
Which is why suicide is looked down upon by society. It’s seen as cowardly. As quitting. As losing. As a “horrible mistake” as a recent poster said about her daughter’s suicide.
Maybe it is and maybe it isn’t. But one thing it is for sure is this: It is a personal choice made by an individual. About time people started to understand that and respect it. No one can truly know another’s pain.
I have found when one is In negative state of mind others pick up on the negativity and respond in kind .
There are positive nice people everywhere you just have to be happy and positive (as hard as it may be ) and people will want to be around you.
Somebody somewhere will always care about you