General What do you live for? by alonelybird 5/26/2015 written by alonelybird 5/26/2015 I live for drugs and guitar, though that’s probably a really bad thing. All my friends always tell me off for my drug use but I don’t care, I love it. I used to live for other people but I somehow stopped caring about them as much as i did. alwaysbaddrug 9 comments 0 Email Related posts “Im too broken for friends….” 9/28/2021 9/28/2021 I can’t live and I can’t die. What... 9/27/2021 The words out your mouth you’re the first... 9/27/2021 9/27/2021 careless 9/27/2021 “Everyone feels helpless with me, its ok” 9/27/2021 Fragile Nothingness 9/27/2021 :( 9/27/2021 It hurts, it’s awful, and I can’t look... 9/26/2021 9 comments Lota 5/26/2015 - 7:44 am It’s an escape from reality, isn’t that what we all want? Log in to Reply alonelybird 5/26/2015 - 7:46 am Yeah, that’s mainly why I do it and also because there’s nothing else to do when waiting for the train. Log in to Reply Xirizo 5/26/2015 - 7:45 am people who tell you it is bad to live for that specific thing but doesn’t try to give you another reason to live for something else then they are assholes. Log in to Reply alonelybird 5/26/2015 - 7:47 am Yeah, it’s kind of like saying you should die; they take away your reason for living and don’t give you another one. Log in to Reply worthless_loser 73 5/26/2015 - 8:27 am My reason for living was taken away from me. Unfortunately it was my stupidity and stubbornness that made it possible in the first place. I made so many mistakes. If I had been able to correct them in time, maybe the outcome would have been different. So my companions now are regret and bitter disappointment. Until the very end, which will be soon enough. Log in to Reply alonelybird 5/27/2015 - 3:06 am What was it? (If you don’t mind me asking) Log in to Reply Millefeui 5/26/2015 - 9:30 am I live because I am scared to end my life. But as far as hobbies and motivations are concerned, I enjoy playing video games, watching anime and listening to music. All of these things I do so I can take my mind out of reality, pretend I am one of the fictional characters, pretend I am happy… If these things are taken away from me, I don’t know if the my fear of ending my life would be enough to keep my life. I wish Log in to Reply alonelybird 5/27/2015 - 3:10 am You should get some kind of a creative outlet, it really helps. Log in to Reply cephalus 5/27/2015 - 3:17 am Hah, silly people. I love how everyone thinks they are doing ‘good’ or better by not doing drugs (disclaimer, I don’t use myself). As if just by not, they are contributing more, and better, to society. Fact is 99% of people born probably didn’t and probably won’t have a meaningful impact on history. I wish I knew how to convey the idea my brain is trying to birth. I fear I am failing horribly. Hrm, I suppose i’m trying to convey the irony of the words “get a job”. As if that is the point of life. To be a good simple serving member of society, in your neat little box with your neat little job, your neat little things. It’s just a silly social construct. Meanwhile, the same people who tell you to not use, beat abuse their spouses or kids. Watch endorphin pumping, mind numbing television. Getting a fix, but in a way that the rest of our fellow primates have deemed acceptable… Hopefully that made some sort of empathic sense to you 😉 Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.