This time i feel like really going to commit suicide.Very soon maybe even tonight.I will not talk about what happened but can i get some positive support?
Obviously, I don’t know what you are going through. The wonderful thing about this board is that we have all been where you are. I, for one, am here to listen and help
No matter how bad it seems right now, theres nothing that cant be worked out. or in worst case scenario nothing a name change and a new country wont fix (joking) i would prefer to be more accurate and specific but its cool if you dont want to go into detail, whatever happened your a good person
well, whatever happened, I dont think it is worse than what happened to me 25 years ago at the doctors.
I broke my ass taking a hard shit because I was going to miss the bus to college so I busted the toilet. The day after I noticed some blood and I was so retarded that I did not even associate the cause and straightaway I thought it was cancer. So I went to the doctor and it turned out to be a woman. That was pretty embarrassing, but the worst thing is that there was a practising nurse about 21 years old there, she was doing her internship and she was damn hot.
To talk about it was pretty embarrassing but I was damned scared. So, at a given time the doctor went: pull down your pants, I want to examine your asshole.
I went blue. I beg your pardon?
You heard me, she replied.
The nursed bursted in a giggle and I nearly went unconscious.
She took me to the examination sofa and had me on my four legs like a dog with my balls dangling and the asshole pointing at the nurse. I pulled the curtain and the doctor pulled it back so that the nurse could see it well.
At that time I started going catatonic and gasped for breath.
After 25 years, I still have not recovered of that quavering shame.
I still have another one even worse, but I dont dare either to write it anonymously here.
The positive I have is that I don’t know your pain but I’m trying to feel it with you, you not alone. Please don’t take your life, or let them take your life, please let God decide, he forever wants to be in your side. Live for another try to find happiness,and solution. These to many helpful hands in this world, don’t let what eating you blind you. Your life is your life, don’t give the satisfaction.
I hope you are feeling much better now. Sometimes a funny anecdote can cheer us up. I remember to have been very depressed due to an accident and health and I stayed like that for months. It seemed that nothing was going to change it as I was all the time dwelling on my misery.
I watched an action film “Chacal” and I liked it. When the film ended, I realized that for the first time in months I had forgotten about my misery for 90 minutes. That gave me hope and I started getting better from there on. So, I hope my story with the nurse did make you smile.
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Obviously, I don’t know what you are going through. The wonderful thing about this board is that we have all been where you are. I, for one, am here to listen and help
No matter how bad it seems right now, theres nothing that cant be worked out. or in worst case scenario nothing a name change and a new country wont fix (joking) i would prefer to be more accurate and specific but its cool if you dont want to go into detail, whatever happened your a good person
well, whatever happened, I dont think it is worse than what happened to me 25 years ago at the doctors.
I broke my ass taking a hard shit because I was going to miss the bus to college so I busted the toilet. The day after I noticed some blood and I was so retarded that I did not even associate the cause and straightaway I thought it was cancer. So I went to the doctor and it turned out to be a woman. That was pretty embarrassing, but the worst thing is that there was a practising nurse about 21 years old there, she was doing her internship and she was damn hot.
To talk about it was pretty embarrassing but I was damned scared. So, at a given time the doctor went: pull down your pants, I want to examine your asshole.
I went blue. I beg your pardon?
You heard me, she replied.
The nursed bursted in a giggle and I nearly went unconscious.
She took me to the examination sofa and had me on my four legs like a dog with my balls dangling and the asshole pointing at the nurse. I pulled the curtain and the doctor pulled it back so that the nurse could see it well.
At that time I started going catatonic and gasped for breath.
After 25 years, I still have not recovered of that quavering shame.
I still have another one even worse, but I dont dare either to write it anonymously here.
Whatever is happened to you it’s better to think that there is some in worst situations than you that’s will made u feel better it works with me :p
The positive I have is that I don’t know your pain but I’m trying to feel it with you, you not alone. Please don’t take your life, or let them take your life, please let God decide, he forever wants to be in your side. Live for another try to find happiness,and solution. These to many helpful hands in this world, don’t let what eating you blind you. Your life is your life, don’t give the satisfaction.
I hope you are feeling much better now. Sometimes a funny anecdote can cheer us up. I remember to have been very depressed due to an accident and health and I stayed like that for months. It seemed that nothing was going to change it as I was all the time dwelling on my misery.
I watched an action film “Chacal” and I liked it. When the film ended, I realized that for the first time in months I had forgotten about my misery for 90 minutes. That gave me hope and I started getting better from there on. So, I hope my story with the nurse did make you smile.
we care. Hugs
I’m fine now.Thanks.