Out of all the trials I’ve had to endure in my life, I feel as if I have only failed or just barely slid by…I don’t have anyone in my life anymore. I feel completely alone and I have no purpose in life. I’ve been thinking about this for weeks but after finding out I’m being kicked out of my house today, I am completely falling to pieces. I wish I just had someone in my life that cared, but I don’t. Everyone in my life that ever meant anything to me left a long time ago. I have only messed up any good relationship I ever had because I’m mentally ill and no one wants to deal with that. I can’t stop thinking of trying to end my life, and I almost wish for one second that I had a reason not to but the sad reality is that there are more reasons to go than there is to stay.
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You sound just like…me
I hear you–every single word. I so relate to everything you wrote . . . I too struggle with mental illness (depression, anorexia, alcoholism, anxiety, etc.), and finding the proper help has been rather trying, not to mention discouraging. I’m super-isolated and have lost all the “friends” I’d thought I’d made over the years, mostly because they just weren’t all that motivated to stick around. I’m planning my own “Exit,” and what sucks is I don’t really want to die, but at this point I don’t have a “future” that’s worth living. I have to say, though, that I don’t want you to kill yourself—maybe it would help to post some more on this board just so you feel heard and understood–?