Out of all the trials I’ve had to endure in my life, I feel as if I have only failed or just barely slid by…I don’t have anyone in my life anymore. I feel completely alone and I have no purpose in life. I’ve been thinking about this for weeks but after finding out I’m being kicked out of my house today, I am completely falling to pieces. I wish I just had someone in my life that cared, but I don’t. Everyone in my life that ever meant anything to me left a long time ago. I have only messed up any good relationship I ever had because I’m mentally ill and no one wants to deal with that. I can’t stop thinking of trying to end my life, and I almost wish for one second that I had a reason not to but the sad reality is that there are more reasons to go than there is to stay.