Im nothing special

Not trying to be jerk, but I do have this OCD thing where I point out facts that I feel people should be aware of in their posts.

You wrote that you don’t blame people for not liking you, and that’s a great quality to have, because we can’t be liked by everyone. Although you should have confidence in yourself despite not feeling liked. You shouldn’t sell yourself short. and “popular” is a relative term anyways. Finding a boyfriend is irrelevant to being popular. Thinking in terms of popularity will only reduce your chances at attracting a guy. Then you wrote that you feel like you have a dark pit in your heart because you feel neglected by others, which goes against your first statement about not blaming others. Also in the beginning you claim to have no good friends but at the end you say your friends don’t find you interesting. So..friends or no friends? Pick one! If it was me..I don’t think that it’s my friends fault that I feel that I’m boring and depressed. No one wants to deal with someone that has self respect issues. No one can lift you above all that. So fix that first and then people will be interested in you. If you haven’t done anything horrible then you aren’t a horrible person.. why would you even ask that?
Do you try and be there for your friends, when they need someone or do you find that nobody needs a friend? Cause everyone has a moment or two where a friend is truly needed. Maybe you haven’t bothered to reach out? Over all, sounds like you expect people to jump in line to be your friend first, cause you have left out details to any efforts on your part to be a friend to others. You just talk about not being anything special right from the start, of course no one will want anything to do with you. Hell, even I’m wondering why I bothered commenting lol do you see what I mean?
Have confidence and start reaching out. Don’t act like finding a boyfriend is a right of passage. You have to make things work..not just wait for them to work.

Peace 😉