It’s lonely tonight. I’m sitting here completely alone, no one to call or text. No one to say I love you, good night or good morning. And I’ve never been happier for some strange reason. I’m not a social person anyways, I hate crowds, I hate being at social gatherings, and I have a hard time conversing with people. Possibly I was made to be alone for life. A cold but comforting lonliness at least for now.
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Many find comfort in solitude, myself included. However, it’s still occasionally nice to speak with someone.
Good for you….. I’m the opposite, not enjoying the solitude
Yeah I don’t exactly enjoy the solitude either. I fucking hate it, but there’s not really much I can do about because no one gives a fuck about me.
You wrote in the original post that you’ve never been happier… confusing
I didn’t mean that I have a problem with it.
But at least you know that you were just speaking in the moment.
It’s obvious you aren’t being told what you want to hear. Try not to be angry at us for taking your post the wrong way. It’s not our fault. People are just trying to take the time to relate with you.
With that attitude it’s no wonder you feel so alone.
“Deal with it” ?? No, you ain’t getting that much attention from me lol no one needs to deal with it.
I see you took back your comment. It’s ok, I understand you are speaking in the moment. I take no offense
Sorry realtalk30. That is probably is why I’m alone because I have a slight attitude, anyone would if you spent years getting spit on by nearly everyone you meet.
I had the opportuny to have that everyday, seriously, it’s better to never have it if you will lost it at someday, I’ve been alone for a long time till I met this person, we had a great time together and one day I acted in jealously and said horrible things in a fight, it did hurt her and she never spoke to me again.
I tried everything, I asked for pardon everyday, for weeks, months, but it didn’t work, I wish I could go back in time and change everything, somethings cannot be changed…
I was so happy, she and me were so alike, we had so many things in common, I don’t think I will ever find something like that again.