Been a long week at work. I don’t want to get into it and still have 39 days until I can see a doctor and start getting help. Who wants to play a game I made up to help me through the hard times?
It’s called “Have To/Get To” and you list one thing you will never HAVE to do again if you kill yourself, but then you list two things you will never GET to do again once you’re dead. I don’t know why, but it helps me so I figured I would share with you guys.
Here’s mine:
I will never have to be laughed at by a customer again
I will never get to see my nieces and nephews grow up
I will never get to run an entire 5K.
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This is a very interesting concept. For me:
I will never have to worry about how I’m going to support myself in the future
I will never get to travel the world
I will never get to talk to my mother again…
I will never have to face my demons.
I will never get to face my demons.
I will never get to say I faced my demons.
i will never have to suffer again.
i will never get to have sex again.
i will never get to read another book.
I will never have to face external unwanted responsibilities.
I will never get to know the truth.
I will never get to live again.
I will never have to deal with people trying to talk to me when I’m busy trying to do something.
I will never have to decipher the annoying subtext in the things someone else says to me.
I will never get to confuse people by acting in ways totally outside what they expect.
I will never have to be around people.
I will never get to eat these two pears on my table.
I will never get to finish this song I’m writing.