General Song I made about my struggle by nataliea8821 7/2/2015 written by nataliea8821 7/2/2015 That Day…click on “That” ..will take you to the video 4 comments 0 Email Related posts Bullshit 9/20/2021 What if I’m not the problem? 9/19/2021 Back in the Ditch 9/19/2021 I survived, but… 9/19/2021 Random question of the day 9/19/2021 Bullied by Boss 9/18/2021 Do i deserve less respect? 9/18/2021 Microdosing 9/18/2021 Calling All Mad Scientists 9/17/2021 Kiss of Burning Ash 9/17/2021 4 comments Salt 7/2/2015 - 2:52 am Hi Natalie, this is really cool! I’m curious to know the story behind the lyrics, but I won’t pry. Thank you for sharing this “part of you” 🙂 Log in to Reply nataliea8821 7/2/2015 - 11:07 pm It is no problem. It’s pretty weird but I feel more comfortable talking about my story with complete strangers then my own family. After I graduated from high school & turned 19 years old, I felt I had already accomplished all I could in life. Got many honors, played all sports, had a lot of friends. I guess you can say I “peaked” in highschool. When college came around, I felt very insignificant at a university so big , & just like another number. I started hanging out with people who liked to party, so I gave into the drugs & alcohol. I overused ecstasy, which later caused my depression to be even worse (my serotonin levels were pretty much depleted). My depression got so bad, I came to a point where I went into my parents closet to find the gun they would keep in our home for protection. I am not even sure if it was loaded, but if it was, I was going to shoot myself in the head. But something stopped me from doing it . I don’t mean to get religious but I strongly believe God stopped me from pulling the trigger, because I felt truly felt him tell my soul that there were beautiful things in stored for my future. I am grateful I did not die that day, otherwise I would not be the 26 year-old mother of a beautiful 1-year-old son, & wife to a loving U.S. Army Veteran. I did not go into detail about my story, but that is a summary of it. I recently decided to make that song about my struggle. If you have any questions I’d be more then happy to answer.? Log in to Reply alonelybird 7/2/2015 - 3:53 am That’s quite a nice song. Log in to Reply nataliea8821 7/2/2015 - 10:34 pm Thank you, dearly. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.