I don’t know my family very well. I’m not very close to anyone, no cousins no friends.
My whole life I wished for that closeness to someone. My dad left my mom when I was very young, she would always choose her boyfriend (at the time) over me.
I ended up in homeless shelters before I was 18. I didn’t know how to love or except anyone. I was so jealous of people with their happy family and close sibling relationships.
I became a raging alcoholic while trying to keep myself financially stable, wishing that death would find me soon.
I ended up at the animal shelter (once I finally had an apartment of my own)
Adopted a severely abused cat. It took awhile but she finally warmed up to me. She’s showed me more love than I’ve ever experienced in my life. I also stopped drinking… her name is “Love” ironically.
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sorry to hear of your troubles. Nobody should have to wind up in homeless shelters before 18 yrs of age.
Glad to hear you found “Love” in whatever form it appears. Sounds like you’re on your way to a better life. Nice work. Stay strong!
Nice story about your cat. My dog is the only reason why I’m still alive. He’s 8 now, so I guess I have a few years to go …
First post.
Pets really help. Few times i’ve been able to have one (my family always toss them out) i’ve felt a bit better and less lonely. Also kudos for stopping drinking, i hope that things keep getting better for you and your pet.
Thanks for the replies. I saved her life and in return, she saved mine. Now she’s safe in my home protected from harm until the day her beautiful life ends.
Sounds like one cool cat!