Today,I spent the entire day trying to find a painless way to kill myself.They are right when they say dying is never painless.What happens to a man when he loses the reason for his survival,when he finds that is short existance in this world is nothing but a wheel of regret and failure.We each owe God a debt,the debt of death.It seems the time has come for me to pay back my debt.From ashes to ashes,from dust to dust.
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I know how you feel all too well. I look at my life and all the potential I had and wasted. All the possibilities and hope I had when I was younger is practically dead. I find myself locked up with all these feelings too. Afraid to try anything for fear of failure, and seeing my options run out this far into life.