I think this has to be one of my favourite quotes (not of my own creation, but well-liked all the same).
Rather than believing in the typical meaning behind this quote that just because you grow older and ‘wiser’, it does not mean that you will also mature in body, mind and soul; I personally interpretated this quote, due to my own experiences etc., as saying that sometimes no matter how hard you try for a period of time – whether it’s a few days or a few years -, your mind will never change. I suppose this could be passed as ignorance but that is certainly not how I thought of it.
I took the discovery of this quote as showing me that sometimes things just do not change. Your mindset, thought process – whatever it may be, and no matter how many times it may temporarily dissipate or fade into the background; it will always return just as it always was. This was how I finally accepted my depression. I hated it, I despised it’s omnipotence. But if you can’t beat ’em, join ’em… Right
Wrong. Because after my original thought process about the meaning of this quote, I thought to myself; well why can’t I change? Why can’t I rid and cleanse myself of this? And so that is what Idecided to do. I will help myself. I haven’t worked out how yet, but ‘venting’ in this site does clear a few clouds for a period of time. Enough time to be able o sleep for a few hours anyways (from the UK here so it’s already past 12 haha).
Well I hope something I have written will have inspired or sparked something in someone if anyone reads this.
Good day to all – and I’m only a few words away if anyone needs someone to talk to or be listened to ??
– KH
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Its like you voiced my thoughts. I have bouts of happiness and good times but its all underlayed with depression. I’m 20 and no matter what I’ve been through in life it always brings me back to the same place, wanting to die
Well at least you found a way/expression to say how you’re feeling. That’s the start of it. It always brings me back to, hence my return to this site, and as sad as that may be; I now know that I cannot pretend to be someone I’m not… That is; a naturally happy and delightful person. The sooner everyone accepts who they are, even if that is a depressed human being, then the sooner you can get to work on what you can change instead of what you can’t 🙂
thank you. you helped me a little bit but still im calling my self an “?” i have bad english but i hope you can read it for a little bit
Alright well sure I’ll do my best to try and help you 🙂